The only thing holding me back is "guilt." I will give it another month, if this keeps stressing me out I will put an end to it. It will benefit me in many ways, probably not for you because at this point I really dont know. I put up with you enough, so I dont care what you say anymore. I kindly asked for help, but you didn't bother to help me. When I dont need help, you'll come asking me if I do? What is the point? Are you trying to make me feel stupid? I know what is right or wrong. It would be nice if you know there is a wall between us.
I don't feel the need to answer you, if I dont have to.
Enough of this vent, continue another day.