I just got back from vacation a few days ago, can't really call it a vacation but it was sure relaxing. I am slowly getting back into school mode. I was gone for a almost a week and so much happened, can't believe it. That means, I got a lot of stuff to catch up on and etc. That's what I've been doing other than studying for my exams.
Exams are like back and forth. Almost every week I either have a quiz or a exam coming. Why did I pick such a hard major? or Why couldn't I decide earlier what I wanted to do? A lot of people I know have a set mind on what they wanna do as soon as they go to college. As for me, it took me quite a while deciding what I really wanna do with my life.
There's just so much options and stuff to look for. I keep asking myself how do people work at places for years or even 5+ years. I am just worried I'll pick the wrong thing and then get bored of it. I don't want to regret my decisions, but then everyone makes mistakes. I am trying my best to get everything together because I want a good future, not for me but maybe for my future kids.
I want to have better things for my kids later on. I wouldn't want to see them struggling or stressing like me. I want them to be able to enjoy what I couldn't enjoy because I was either working hard or just sitting around doing nothing. Like, updating this blog. Failed.
I already got my fall schedule, it's gonna be so weird because the classes I need to take are only offered at a certain time. I hope things will work out. I promise I will update more often, but it's not like anyone even bother reading this except for myself. lol. I'll come back in a few days, months, or years. I'll say to myself, what the hell was I thinking?
