Sunday, May 1, 2011

Obligated?

I am not obligated to do my job, if I don't want to. Stop making me feel like I am "obligated" to do this because of this or that. I have a choice. I am old enough to make my own choices, tyvm so please stop making it seem like I have to confirm things with my mom. Just because I am still living with them doesn't mean I don't put out for them. If you only see or hear one side of the story, please do not assume. The last thing I need it for you to assume this or that. Please know I am not OBLIGATED to do this job.

The only thing holding me back is "guilt." I will give it another month, if this keeps stressing me out I will put an end to it. It will benefit me in many ways, probably not for you because at this point I really dont know. I put up with you enough, so I dont care what you say anymore. I kindly asked for help, but you didn't bother to help me. When I dont need help, you'll come asking me if I do? What is the point? Are you trying to make me feel stupid? I know what is right or wrong. It would be nice if you know there is a wall between us.

I don't feel the need to answer you, if I dont have to.

Enough of this vent, continue another day.