Stress

I realized that I start class again next week. I barely even got a week off, blah. I want more time off, but then I would lack a lot of info that I was suppose to intake. Lol, I guess I am kind of excited for class, feels like a daily routine for me. I am ready. Summer classes are going to go by so fast, so no time can be wasted. Must spend all the time I can to do good. Schools like my full-time job, can't fail on it. I know these 5, 8, or 10 weeks are going to go by pretty fast. The next thing I know finals are gonna hit me in the face. I must prepare myself better, so I'll do better and feel good about myself. I can't keep thinking I'll get lucky each time and hope I pass. That's will surely not work.

I've been trying out new things, like planning out my bills, school, and life. I don't want to be like last minute doing everything. I don't want to procrastinate because there will be so much time wasted doing stuff that's irrelevant. I wish I had a job, but then that would affect my schoolwork. It'll be hard to worry about class and work. I guess I should be glad I don't have to work. Only things I worry about is paying my bills, by that I mean like C.c bills. I am sure many of us are in debt; its just a matter of fact how much we're in debt. Only time will tell. I must save some money for a car or at least have some when I really need it.

I've made huge progress because I am actually updating. I haven't been playing MapleStory as much as I thought I was. I guess it's about time that I am actually tired of that game. I mean, I'll go on once in a while and etc but then it's just not the same anymore. It's been like almost 5 years on and off, and I think it's about time I am tired of it. I keep going back to it knowing I'll end up getting bored of it. why? I have no clue, it's so time consuming where I can do other stuff such as clean, read, and just play with the dogs. Must do something more productive. Can't lie, but I am starting to feel like a nerd. My friend keeps saying it, but I don't think its true. Hehe.

Time to continue my day with something more productive. :)

Updates

I am finally done with "Finals." Class is over, not for long though because I have summer classes that is starting in about one week from. Not really sure, if I should be excited for it. I know it's going to be a lot harder, since its condensed to 5 week. That means everything is doubled. I am still waiting to hear back from the MA program. Hopefully, I'll get in. Also, I need to get up GPA if I am still thinking about Nursing school. It's going to be a lot more competitive. I will try my best and if I don't make it, it gives me the self satisfaction that I worked hard.

I've been a bookworm lately. Everything I go to Borders, I'll always get a book. Friends keep telling me all these good books. Soon my room will be like a personal library. I'll have to admit, I do enjoy reading on my spare time. I am tired of wasting times on games, its not like I'll not play anymore. I guess it kinda nice sometimes. I enjoy buying collection books because it's so much cheaper and if I finish one book, I won't have to wait for the next. I must control myself to not get anymore until I am finished with what I have. It's really hard when Borders is always sending me coupons. It's really hard to resist when it's such a good deal.

I passed all my classes this term, but I know I can try harder and do much much better. I am going to cut myself from Maplestory beacuse it's too much. It requires too much time and I think I am getting too old to play. Kids on there are so annoying. I realized how I am maturing because the littlest things are starting to get to me. It used to be so blinded to me because I was probably just like that. Looking back now....I realized a lot have changed. I am pretty happy with who I am today.

I must look forward and work harder. The greatest achievement in life is "trying" because it make you feel "satisfied." Well, at least for me it does. :)