Stressed

I am stressed to the max. I am loosing track of everything....I forgot where I last leave things. I'll end up going crazy looking for it. When I can't find it..I feel like I can't sleep because I didn't find it. My brain is telling me I need to find it, so I can go lay down. There's so much going on right now, I don't even know where to start. I have never felt this stressed before. I am stress to the point, where I want to just cry but it's not like anything is going to change. Everything will just be the same, unless I do something about it. I am trying everything I can right now....I have school to worry about, the family, the dogs, and more crap. Why do us humans have to go through so much? I know this is life, but still why can't life seem a little more smooth on my side of the world.

I only wish things were like before, why is everything going so bad? I just want to relax and enjoy myself. I feel like no one understands me and its hard to even talk to someone about my problems. One, They'll probably think I am crazy. Two, They may just think I am some kinda worry wart. Three, who knows maybe they aren't even trying at all. I know, I can be crazy at times but that's me. There is nothing I can change, I've done enough for everyone...Maybe its time for me to start thinking for myself. I find that very selfish if I do, why should I even put others first? Do they even put me first? There are so many questions that I can't even answer and probably no one can answer.

All human beings are born to be selfish and only care about themselves. Why can't people think in another perspective? I don't even know anymore...I've been trying my best to do school, house stuff, and deal with the dogs. Right now, I am at the point of exploding. I feel like a time bomb....

Puppy Pup

Here is Lucky, the new addition to the family. He is 3 months old now and he's a pure breed Samoyed with AKC papers. I've been wanting to update, but it seems like I am pretty busy with school and not two dogs. My other dog, which is about 1 year and something old is a Mutt. He a American EskiPOO, but he is very smart and cute too. Lucky has been doing pretty well, but training him will be tough. I am either telling them to stop fighting or trying to get my work done slowly. I don't get how people can have multiple dogs. I am sure they have more times on their hands than I do. Lol. This time we did a lot of research and my brother has been looking for a lil pure breed Samoyed. When I am far away, I see Lucky and Sky together; I can't seem to tell them apart. Sky looked just like lucky when he was a puppy, but Lucky is a little chunkier than Sky. They are both very smart dogs, but I guess its just about the time you spend training him and how much effort you put into it.

I hope they will get along soon and become the bestest friend. Lucky will be 10x bigger than Sky, since he's a large breed and they will sure grow super fast. I am worried sometimes about who's going to wrestle him and hold him down. Dogs are descendents from wolf, so they have to have a "Alpha" who will be in charge of the pack. I keep telling my brother; you are going to be the one wrestling him and telling him who's the boss. When he's about 50lbs+ I can no longer take him down because he's going to be a very strong dog and he would be very dominant.

That's it for this entry, I will try to keep updated or posted. :)