Feelings.

I am a girl and I have feelings too okay? I mean it really doesn't take much to make me cry, what really hurts the most is the feeling of being betrayed. I don't even know what to think anymore. I feel like everything I do means nothing because in the end I'll just be standing, sitting or just venting here alone. I try to be a stronger person, but I just can't fight my feelings because I am weak and they are much stronger. I'll never be able to overcome it.

My feelings will be so attached to something and if you move or touch it I'll really feel it. It's that sensitive okay? I keep telling people but I guess they just dont believe me. I have times when I am serious and just times where I'll just joke around with you with no limits. I mean some things are just meant ot be hidden; I understand. To really fuck around withe my emotions and tell me later. That's the worst feeling ever, I feel like the world has betrayed me.

Everything I do means NOTHING. I try my best to hide my feelings but I just can't win it. I say what I feel and do what I feel, I don't hold back anything. This is really hard, maybe I need to limit to what I say because sometimes people just don't understand this. I am tired of always being there and not having anyone be there when I need. Everything seems like a joke, really?

Please tell me I am wrong. . .