Business..

I thought doing something in the Business field would be something that i wanted to do rather than Graphic Design. After, taking like two classes of it makes me think twice about it again. I am still indecisive about what I want to major. I still want to lean towards the medical field, maybe I can't be a nurse or a doctor, but I still want to be able to work in the field. Right now, I am thinking about getting into the Medical Assistant program. I know, it's not anything like nursing, but it would give me the opportunity to experience it. If i like it, maybe I'll eventually get a nursing degree. Who knows? I hope I can get in the program though. This term I am only taking three classes, but it's already so hard.

I am worried that one of these days that I wont be able to make it through the term. With my parents, bugging me all the time about helping them and stuff. I find that I barely even have time for myself, I know I can be selfish and just say "no" to them, but I just can't do it. After all, they are family. I told myself I needed to pick some easy classes, but I didnt realize how stressful marketing and accounting can be. I mean, I took accounting in HS and it wasnt that bad. I guess the only difference is that, I am taking it online as opposed to taking it in class. I really enjoy how much freedom and time that I have. That doesnt cut it though.

I'll just feel more rejected from society. My life is so unsocial, its like I have nothing going on. I go to school, physical therapy, chiro, and home. What kinda life is this? I'll stay home as much as I can unless I have to go outs to run some errands. Soon, I feel that I will be anti social, or whatever you call that. I have friends, but I just dont feel like hanging out with them. People are just so fake these days. It's really hard to even tell who's true and fake, since they are so disguised. I dont even think that made sense.

Well, back to homework. Gotta think of products and more products. Then, more math and math and math. It goes on and on....